That was a very special time in my life.
Thank you for all the things that have happened
Thank you for your accompany during that period of time
Thank you for that incident that lead me back to god

Now from the bottom of my heart, truly want to say

All the best with your new journey in life, your new chapter will definitely shine the light of god and may him bless you in every aspect of your life.

Know that you are well in all area, really thank god for his blessing.

Once again

Milestone for his love, his grace and his healing.

First time know God

1John 4:16
And so we know and rely on the love God has for us.
God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.

First time encounter with God

2 cor 10:4-5
The weapon we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds.
We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.


God fighting the spirit for me and with me

1John 4:1-3
Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirit to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.
This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God,
but every spirit that does no acknowledges Jesus Christ is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world

God strengthen my faith to fight a good fight

Eph 6: 14- 17
Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist with the breastplate of righteousness in place,
And with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.
In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

First Victory

1 John 4:4
You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.

Characters being molded ( still have a long way to go)

Col 3:12 -14
Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.
Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.
And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

Being tested and molded constantly..everyday

Rom 5:1-4
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,
Through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God,
Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;
Perseverance, character; and character, hope.
And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Growing in Him

1 Cor:13-4

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil byt rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

I am totally set free from all the past!!
Long journey, but The Powerful God has done great thing!!

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Invitation to your love, penetrate straight to my heart,

Freely you have given us the choice, even my past had hurt you deeply, but your unconditional love never forsakes me.

My mistake deeply grieves your heart, even once again you approach my heart, harden heart still like stone,

Until one day, you came in with storm in my life; truly witness your power in me and in this world.

Painful as it is, but this suffer brought me to you closer,

Ever since my life has changed, you are like sunrise again in my life.

Nothing can compare this love and saviour, Nothing, really nothing

Empty as it appears, your power awakes me in the darkness, brought me light and knowledge of you.

Richness in your word, can find in nowhere, not even generation after generation.

Your promise came and took me out of breath to witness your almighty power

 

Praise for your almighty power

 

There are time wondering in the desert, the sun seems never come and no matter we just can't shake off the shackle.
There are time seeking our direction and longing for the moment to break through the current dilemma.

Then one day.............................

The day have come eventually...............................

When we wait, that could be painful and frustrated but when the day finally come,

It's like.......Everything have been put on with, for what I persist is all worth it Now!

God had prepared me for a long way......I believed there are more to come
 

Am i too serious?
Do I appear too self boosting?
Am i acting appropriated?......

I always got those questions flying in my mind whatever i do, wherever i am.
Cuz i was being commenting so long and so many times all those "things"...too self boosting..too serious...should be more fun.....

But gradually i found out i lost myself.
That i need to act or behave certain way to please everyone.
I am not saying it is wrong to behave appropriately in certain occasions, but what i am saying is
all those concerns were being put too much emphasised that eventually will drive myself into someone else.....

Well i trust in my lord will change me inside out and i knew he is doing the job.
Anyway from now on, i will be who i am and do what i want (of course align with god will)
to be true to myself and stop all those shaping from this worldly view.

Well man if somehow you can't take who i am....I can only say..either wait for my lord total transformation or just take it.

I admit I am not perfect, i am not always strong by myself... well it may sound doom and groom...
But My true light come from the Lord, who have the power to create and to change. Amen!!!

Friends
Do not be blinded of what we see now
Do not feel worthless of yourself
Even what you are doing or working is not the job you dream of
Even all the other look down on you
Even the society not giving chance because of the label on your passport

We may feel frustrated to not being given a chance to pursue our dream
We may feel rejected by all the unfairness around us
We may feel helpless when the problems are just too big for us to handle

BUT
See deep down who you really are
check what you are doing at this moment
  Are you fighting for that or nearly the edge of giving up?

I thought i like and will work in an business area. ......But the more i study and understand finance...
The more i like about this subject. It has been fascinating to see how it work.

These days i am crazy about the finance part in my assignment and i did put a lot of pressure on me.....leading to short term super craving for food^^.

Anyway that's not the main point, what it encourages me to dig deeper and deeper is....Finance is really a powerful tool to understand the stability of a firm and give you an insight that other can't see. It's like when all other people think this is the logical way, but you are the one who knew there is something wrong and can tell where it went wrong. If i am better equipped with this skill, i definitely think we all made a lot less mistakes and able to prevent financial loss before any crisis happened.

Anyway.....um.....probably later on i will become a finance geek......wearing glasses and dress like a mess....haha too obsess with all the information, news, books.......